Fall down

I'm not a perfect human 
Being who can make gold from a grain of sand ....
I'm just an ordinary girl,
Very unusual ...
I'm just a girl who wants true love .. 
Without falsehood and lies,
where should I look for? 
Where can I get it? 

God help me .. 
Show me where I should walk ..where I should stand,where I have to learn ..

So much love around me,
but none of this touching love ..
what's with this heart?
Why all around me feels so cold and empty....

"After I'm Broke and Fall down"

Let's meet again...

My reflection in the mirror
Is so empty, as if there’s nothing there
I walk alone on the street
But this empty street feels so empty,
don’t worry,
After waking up from the dream that was you
This morning of reality feels so empty

As I face the morning, I realize once again
What wakes me up is not you but an alarm bell
Why is this damn bed so big?
In my vast desert of a heart, only a cold wind blows

I’m an empty shell, a coward without you
People around me look at me with pity
It kills me, no what a day
Before starting my day, without thinking I saw…

Good days and sad days
Hard days and happy days
Now it becomes memories of the past
Then me and you of the past are now over
It’s like I came back to reality
My reason to live is gone, my head is complicated
When I open my eyes in the morning, my heart feels empty
I feel the emptiness, just like I did before I meet you

You still flicker before me when I close my eyes
But I’ll feel less and less as time goes by
I don’t regret it, I’m just a bit sad
I don’t miss you, I just long for you

I’m more and more afraid because I’m not like myself before
There’s no smile on my face
I’m scared to see myself getting weaker
It’s quiet just like my heart
Without you, even the air around me is heavy
After waking up from the dream that was you
This morning of reality

It’s over
My love, where are you?
Where are you?
Now we are

Just a memory, I was happy
I was happy
Don’t forget me
Let’s meet again.......

Busur Topana (':

Empty

Geoul soge nae moseubeun
Teong bin geotcheoreom gongheohae
Honja gireul georeobwado
Teong bin geori neomu gongheohae
Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat, Baby don’t worry
Neoran kkumeseo kkaen hyeonsirui
Achimeun gongheohaeachimeul

maji hamyeonseo dasi jagakhae
Nal kkaewojuneun geon nega anin allambel
Bireomeogeul chimdaeneun wae iri neopjeokhae
Heoheobeolpan gateun mame sirin baramman bune

Naneun bin kkeobdegi neo eobsin
Geobjaengi juwi saramdeurui
Dongjeongui nunbichi
Nal jukge mandeureo No! What a day
Haru sijak hagi jeone musimko bon

Geoul soge nae moseubeun
Teong bin geotcheoreom gongheohae
(Misoga eobseo pyojeongen)
Honja gireul georeobwado
Teong bin georin neomu gongheohae
(Nae maeumcheoreom joyonghae)
Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat Baby don’t worry
Neoran kkumeseo kkaen
Hyeonsirui achimeun gongheohae
(Nae maeumi neomu gongheohae)

Kkeuchi nanneyo naui geudaeyeo
Eodi innayo
Ije urin
Chueogi dwaetjyo haengbok haesseoyo
Nal itji marayo
Tto dasi mannayo

Johatdeon naldeulgwa
Seulpeotdeon naldeul
Himdeureotdeon naldeulgwa
Haengbokhaetdeon naldeul
Ijen jina gabeorin sigan soge chueogi doeeo
Gwageoe meomulleo inneun geudaewa naneun Over
Hyeonsillo doraon geot gata
Salmui iyuga sarajyeo meoriga bokjaphae
Achime nuneul tteumyeon
Gaseumi teong bin geot gachi
Gongheohameul neukkyeo neoreul mannagi jeongwa ttokgata

Geoul soge nae moseubeun
Teong bin geotcheoreom gongheohae
(Misoga eobseo pyojeongen)
Honja gireul georeobwado
Teong bin georin neomu gongheohae
(Nae maeumcheoreom joyonghae)
Da ra dat dat dat dat dat dat Baby don’t worry
Neoran kkumeseo kkaen
Hyeonsirui achimeun gongheohae
(Nae maeumi neomu gongheohae)

Kkeuchi nanneyo naui geudaeyeo
Eodi innayo
Ije urin
Chueogi dwaetjyo haengbok haesseoyo
Nal itji marayo
Tto dasi mannayo

Ajik areungeoryeoyo
Nuneul gameumyeon jeomjeom
Mudyeo jigetjyo sigani jinamyeon
Huhoehajineun anhayo jom aswiul ppunijyo

Bogo sipjineun anhayo geudaega geuriul ppunijyo
Yejeon gatji anheun nae moseubi jeomjeom duryeowo
(Misoga eobseo pyojeongen)

Yakhaejyeoman ganeun nae jasineul bogiga museowo
(Nae maeumcheoreom joyonghae)
Niga eomneun nae juwineun gonggi jocha mugeowo
(Da ra da ra ra ra ra dat)
Neoran kkumeseo kkaen hyeonsirui achimi

Kkeuchi nanneyo
(Kkeuchi nanneyo)
Naui geudaeyeo eodi innayo
(Eodi innayo)
Ije urin
Chueogi dwaetjyo
Haengbokhaesseoyo
(Haengbokhaesseoyo)
Itji marayo
(Itji marayo)
Dasi mannayo

"For you MR.Busur
I was happy see your smile (':

That's what i feel

The truth is that all the time
I wanna say I love you
But I just remain in a state of confusion
As time passes by me

I want to touch your everything
I never want to fight this feeling
I hope you can hear my voice

I usually want to look cool
When I’m with you
Even if I’m broke
I’ll take you to dinner or lunch
And go riding on taxis I don’t normally use
It’s not about money, I just want to be with you
But your short text message brought me down
I rise back up with force, bringing along everyone around me
I’m praying for your happiness
Someone will understand me
It’s all because of you

I want to know you
But now…

Whether I’m asleep or awake, day and night
I’m thinking of you
Can’t help it, losing myself
Tell me what to do

I want to show you
The love in my heart

Don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
The truth I want you to know is here right now

Whenever I see you, it’s an anniversary
Morning, afternoon or night, I don’t care
I wanna make you happy, make you laugh
It’s weird how I turn into Mrs. Nice Girl
Your scent still lingers in the air
Why am I in love with you this much?
What are you doing now?
My everything is buried beneath you

I want to know you
But now…

Even if you can’t say it, you got my heart, why?
How much should I feel it? Fall in love with you

I want to show you
The love in my heart
The only time I’m happy
Is when I’m holding you in my arms

I want to be more open
I don’t know what came before
But this time now is everything for me
Always
I hope you’ll cry and laugh beside me
Lovin’ you
I’ll run to you

I want to touch your everything
I never want to fight this feeling
No no never again

There’s nothing to be afraid of (nothing)
No matter how old we get
I won’t just ask you stay with me and watch over me
The fact is that I want to make you happy

I wouldn’t need anything anymore
If you were with me
‘Cause you’re the only one I can ever love
I want to feel your touch with my hand
So I’ll tell you how I feel right now, alright?

"Everything was happen, it's never change my reason why I still loving you...
MR.Busur (': .... "

Kimi no Subete

Itsudatte hontou wa zutto
I wanna say I love you
Demo tomadou bakari de
Sugiteiku ne jikan dake
Kimi no subete ni furetakute
I never wanna fight this feeling
Boku no koe kikoeteru nara

Kakkou tsuketakute
Kimi no mae dato kekkou
PINCHI de attemo
Dinner mo Lunch mo
Fudan noranai TAKUSHII mo Riding
Okane jyanai tada kimi to futari
Demo chotto shita MERU de ochiru
Muchakucha agatte mawari mo hikasu
Inotteru kimi no shiawase
Boku ga dare ka wakaru yo
Kimi no okagede

I want to know you, demo ima wa

Netemo sametemo shirokujichuu
I’m thinking of you
Can’t help it, losing myself
Tell me what to do

I want to show you the love in my heart

Don’t wanna wait in vain for your love
Kimi e no shinjitsu wa ima kono toki dake

Itsudatte hontou wa zutto
I wanna say I love you
Demo tomadou bakari de
Sugiteiku ne jikan dake
Kimi no subete ni furetakute
I never wanna fight this feeling
Boku no koe kikoeteru nara

Whenever I see you, it’s anniversary
Asa hiru yoru dokodatte kamawanai
Yorokobasetakute warawasetakute
Hen ni Mr. Nice Guy enjichau ne
Mada nokotteru kimi no scent
Konnani itoshii no wa doushite?
Ima kimi wa nani shiteru
Boku no subete wa kimi de umetsukusareru

I want to know you, demo ima wa

Iwanakutatte You got my heart why? doredake
I feel it shitaraii? Fall in love with you

I want to show you the love in my heart
Kimi wo dakishimeteiru toki dake
Shiawase de ireru

Itsudatte hontou wa zutto
I wanna say I love you
Demo tomadou bakari de
Sugiteiku ne jikan dake
Kimi no subete ni furetakute
I never wanna fight this feeling
Boku no koe kikoeteru nara

Sunao ni naritakute
Saki no koto nado wakaranai kedo
Ima koso ga boku no subete dakara
Always
Tonari de naite waratte kuretara
Lovin’ you
Kimi e hashiri dasu

Itsudatte hontou wa zutto
I wanna say I love you
Demo tomadou bakari de
Sugiteiku ne jikan dake
Kimi no subete ni furetakute
I never wanna fight this feeling
No, no, never again

Itsudatte hontou wa zutto
I wanna say I love you
Demo tomadou bakari de
Sugiteiku ne jikan dake
Kimi no subete ni furetakute
I never wanna fight this feeling
Boku no koe kikoeteru nara

Nani mo kowagaranakute mo ii (ii)
Ikutsun nattemo boku no tonari ni
Itekure mitekure dake jyanai
Arino mama kimi wo shiawase ni shitai

Mou nanimo iranai yo
Kimi ga ireba
Datte boku wa mou kimi shika aisenai
Te no todoku basho de kimi wo kanjitai kara
Tsutaeru yo right now, alright?

Spend my life with you coz nothing ever matters but your love
But your love
But your love

What Do You Want Me To Do?

Letting you go without any expression,,,,
As if  it's nothing...
I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward,,,
I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling,,,
But I feel like my trembling voice,
will give it away quickly...
Loving is more difficult than breaking up probably
by hundreds and thousands of times...
But I'm a fool that can't live without you...

       What do you want me to do?
       Severely,
       I guess I loved you too..
       Severely,
       I don't even breath and I look around for you...
       I don't know when I'll be able to stop...

                 Severely,,,
                 I guess I loved you too,,
                 Severely,,
                 I think letting you go is more severe than dying,,
                 No matter how much it Hurts...

Everyday I practiced trying to get used to spending a day as if it's nothing,
I don't think I can forget you anyway,
Even if I'm sick with an incurable disease,
I'm a fool that can't live without you...

                  If this was how it's going to be,
                  I shouldn't have loved when will forget you?
                  Foolishly.
                  I guess I loved you so foolishly,
                  Because of you,
                  I can't even dream of another love..
                  I'm a fool that only knows you..

                           What do you want me to do??
                            Severely,
                            I guess we broke up,
                            So severely,
                           What's so hard about saying goodbye,
                            That I can't even open my lips an am hesitating?

    So Severely,
    You remain deeper than a scar in my heart,,,
    So I can't erase you.....

Just A Women

Aku seoarng wanita biasa,,,

Like other people...

Bukan hanya ingin mencintai,,,

But I wana be loved too....

                Ingin merasakan di pertahankan,,,
                Bukan hanya mempertahankan...
                Ingin saling menggenggam,,,
                Bukan bertepuk sebelah tangan.....
  
    I wanna to be keep too,,,
    Just not to be keeping you...
    I wanna to be undrstand too,,,
    Just not to be understanding you...

Ingin di tunggu,,,
Bukan hanya menunggu....
Ingin menjadi yang di harapkan,,,
Bukan hanya mengharapkan.....

                                I wanna to be walking side by side,,,,

                                Just not to be walking behind someone else body....

#It's really...... :)

Go to Hell!!!

Ketika matahari terbit di pagi hari,

aku mengutuknya tanpa ampun.

Aku segera melaknat kemanusiaan ketika siang hari berkemilau.

Dan di sore hari aku juga menjungkalkan semesta.

Sementara di kala malam melalang buana,

aku bersimpuh untuk mendo'akan diriku sendiri.

Tak sekejap pun aku lelap,

lantaran akulah sang waktu, 

sang laut dan diriku sendiri.

Kujadikan tubuh manusia sebagai makanan ku,

darah manusia sebagai minuman ku,

hembusan nafas terakhir manusia yg sekarat sebagai tarikan nafasku.

Ketahuilah sesungguhnya akulah saudaramu yg selalu engkau ikuti setiap apa yg aku lakukan,

kendati engkau sendiri senantiasa mendustai dirimu sendiri.

Kini enyahlah wahai Munafik!

teruskanlah perbuatan mu melata di balik dekapan bumi,

teruskanlah pekerjaan mu menghibur dirimu sendiri di antara orang" lain yg sekarat!"

Dengan langkah sempoyongan, kutinggalkan batu karang dan ngarai terjal itu.

Dan tak ubahnya orang yg sedang dikuasai kemabukan,

aku sama sekali nyaris tak sanggup mempercayai segala apa yg telah disimak liang telinga ku dan di tangkap bola mata ku.

aku merasa sangat terluka oleh gelegar kebenaran yg baru saja dikuakkannya di ufuk hati ku.

Dan sepanjang malam itu,

diantara riuh rendah lamunan,

ku susuri padang luas membentang sepi....

BY: Irma Ra'idah Bayu Putri

*I.R.B.P

He Leave Me

He said one sentence that really I fucking hate
He said that he was unable to continue this love affair with me
I never know why he took the decision like this shit

After dozens of memories etched
After thick and thin in the past together
But he asked to end this love affair

He leave me
Leaving memories and wounds in my heart
Made me like an idiot
Who can't do anything

Day and night
I whispered to myself
Where'd he go?
He was so cruel to leave me
Please return him to me

No letter,No call from him
Many times I called hoping he would pick up the phone from me
I just want to say goodbye

And I want him to know that I'm always waiting for him day and night
Eben though I knew it was useless and crazy
But I always open the door of my heart for him as much as possible
Though I know he will never get back
With me...

by : I.R.B.P

I would never hurt you again.

Even though so much my love on you,

It's doesn't make you pretty calm in my side..

Even so sincere I loving you it wasn't enough..

Well I'm selfish, Very selfish

I forget about your feelings,

I'm just concerned with my feelings of love alone,

regardless of your hearts.

I'm sorry dear ..
I don't intend to hurt you ...
leave me alone like this,
I would never hurt you again

I promise... (':

#blueheart

BY: I.R.B.P

Sendu ku di jiwa mu

Masih ku simpan perasaan-perasaan ku di dalam jiwa mu,

Masih ku taruh sedikit harapan-harapan kecil ku di hati mu,

Masih ku ingat baik saat-saat kita bersama,

tertawa melihat takdir kita yang tak bisa mendapatkan cinta yang kita mau,

menangis bersama di atas batu karang sembari menikmati debur ombak yang membasahi ujung jari-jari kita,

masih terlihat jelas kau menatap ku dengan tatapan penuh harap mu..


Kau hapus air mata yang mengaliri pipi ku,

berusaha menghibur ku dan menyelesaikan tangis ku...


Masih terdengar jelas kata-kata dari mu,

masih terasa pelukan hangat mu dan genggaman tangan mu...



Aaaahhhh.......

andai saja waktu itu kau mengatakan kepada ku,

andai saja waktu itu kau bisa mengerti sikap ku yang selalu bergantung padamu,

andai saja waktu itu kita menyingkirkan ego dan gengsi kita,

mungkin saat-saat itu bukanlah hanya menjadi kenangan manis kita bersama...



Kau tempat ku bersandar,

saat dunia ini mengasingkan ku,

kau tempat aku berkeluh kesah,

saat tak ada satu pun makhluk yang mau mengerti hati ku...



Entah mengapa sendu ku masih terasa di jiwa mu...

Just smile

Ku sadari kau lebih mementingkan dirinya....      (^,^)
hanya tersenyum,
saat ku tahu apa yang terjadi.
Mungkin bagi mu itu yg terbaik,
Right?!?!?

Suatu hari kau pernah mengatakn padaku,
"Cinta itu tak harus memiliki."
Dan mungkin itu benar
Aku percaya itu benar. (:

Hmmmhh.....
Apa lagi yg bisa ku lakukan?
Aku hanya bisa percaya yg kau katakan saat itu adalah benar,
Meski pun itu benar,
belum tentu yg paling benar kan?

Yaa seperti itulah...
Aku tak bisa menggambarkan perasaan ku saat ini,
Aku hanya berharap Kau akan bahagia.
(:

semoga kau bahagia.....

"For everyone" (:

Istiqomah

At the beginning everybody 

proud of its his choice,
but at last,
not all people faithful to his choice..

When he was realized that hand-picked not completely as that in the dream.
Life is not only choose,
but persist in choice,
Something like that ...

One word is so easy to pronounce,
but it is so difficult to do.

"Istiqomah"

May the gods of our confers patience,
to always steadfast in the choice ridhoi its antecedent.....

#blueheart

By: I.R.B.P

Turly,Madly,Deeply

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
be everything that you need
I'll be love you more with every breath truly,madly,deeply do
I will be strong
i will be faithful
cause I'm counting on a new beginning
a reason for living
a deeper meaning,
i wanna stand with you on a mountain
i wanna bathe with you in the sea
i wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
and when the stars are
shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish,send it to heaven then make you want to cry,
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
of the highest power in lonely hours the tears devour you.....


song by :
savage garden