He Leave Me

He said one sentence that really I fucking hate
He said that he was unable to continue this love affair with me
I never know why he took the decision like this shit

After dozens of memories etched
After thick and thin in the past together
But he asked to end this love affair

He leave me
Leaving memories and wounds in my heart
Made me like an idiot
Who can't do anything

Day and night
I whispered to myself
Where'd he go?
He was so cruel to leave me
Please return him to me

No letter,No call from him
Many times I called hoping he would pick up the phone from me
I just want to say goodbye

And I want him to know that I'm always waiting for him day and night
Eben though I knew it was useless and crazy
But I always open the door of my heart for him as much as possible
Though I know he will never get back
With me...

by : I.R.B.P

I would never hurt you again.

Even though so much my love on you,

It's doesn't make you pretty calm in my side..

Even so sincere I loving you it wasn't enough..

Well I'm selfish, Very selfish

I forget about your feelings,

I'm just concerned with my feelings of love alone,

regardless of your hearts.

I'm sorry dear ..
I don't intend to hurt you ...
leave me alone like this,
I would never hurt you again

I promise... (':

#blueheart

BY: I.R.B.P

Sendu ku di jiwa mu

Masih ku simpan perasaan-perasaan ku di dalam jiwa mu,

Masih ku taruh sedikit harapan-harapan kecil ku di hati mu,

Masih ku ingat baik saat-saat kita bersama,

tertawa melihat takdir kita yang tak bisa mendapatkan cinta yang kita mau,

menangis bersama di atas batu karang sembari menikmati debur ombak yang membasahi ujung jari-jari kita,

masih terlihat jelas kau menatap ku dengan tatapan penuh harap mu..


Kau hapus air mata yang mengaliri pipi ku,

berusaha menghibur ku dan menyelesaikan tangis ku...


Masih terdengar jelas kata-kata dari mu,

masih terasa pelukan hangat mu dan genggaman tangan mu...



Aaaahhhh.......

andai saja waktu itu kau mengatakan kepada ku,

andai saja waktu itu kau bisa mengerti sikap ku yang selalu bergantung padamu,

andai saja waktu itu kita menyingkirkan ego dan gengsi kita,

mungkin saat-saat itu bukanlah hanya menjadi kenangan manis kita bersama...



Kau tempat ku bersandar,

saat dunia ini mengasingkan ku,

kau tempat aku berkeluh kesah,

saat tak ada satu pun makhluk yang mau mengerti hati ku...



Entah mengapa sendu ku masih terasa di jiwa mu...

Just smile

Ku sadari kau lebih mementingkan dirinya....      (^,^)
hanya tersenyum,
saat ku tahu apa yang terjadi.
Mungkin bagi mu itu yg terbaik,
Right?!?!?

Suatu hari kau pernah mengatakn padaku,
"Cinta itu tak harus memiliki."
Dan mungkin itu benar
Aku percaya itu benar. (:

Hmmmhh.....
Apa lagi yg bisa ku lakukan?
Aku hanya bisa percaya yg kau katakan saat itu adalah benar,
Meski pun itu benar,
belum tentu yg paling benar kan?

Yaa seperti itulah...
Aku tak bisa menggambarkan perasaan ku saat ini,
Aku hanya berharap Kau akan bahagia.
(:

semoga kau bahagia.....

"For everyone" (:

Istiqomah

At the beginning everybody 

proud of its his choice,
but at last,
not all people faithful to his choice..

When he was realized that hand-picked not completely as that in the dream.
Life is not only choose,
but persist in choice,
Something like that ...

One word is so easy to pronounce,
but it is so difficult to do.

"Istiqomah"

May the gods of our confers patience,
to always steadfast in the choice ridhoi its antecedent.....

#blueheart

By: I.R.B.P

Turly,Madly,Deeply

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
be everything that you need
I'll be love you more with every breath truly,madly,deeply do
I will be strong
i will be faithful
cause I'm counting on a new beginning
a reason for living
a deeper meaning,
i wanna stand with you on a mountain
i wanna bathe with you in the sea
i wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me
and when the stars are
shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish,send it to heaven then make you want to cry,
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
of the highest power in lonely hours the tears devour you.....


song by :
savage garden